New Years Resolutions!

Hi everyone!

First of all, sorry I haven't posted in about a month. I haven't been as regular with posting as I would have liked to have been. I always find that I think of a post I want to write (or in terms of YouTube, a video I would like to film) and then by the time I get round to actually creating it I have put myself off the idea. The longer I have an idea in my head the more I begin to convince myself that its rubbish and that no one in the world will want to read or watch it.

That brings me on to the topic of this post... The dreaded new years resolutions!

I think, like most people, I'm someone who doesn't usually tend to stick to their resolutions without fail. However, When I am determined to give something a good go I most definitely will :) I'm hoping writing this post will be a good way to remind myself of my resolutions and also a good way to inspire some people out there who don't know what resolution to make (even though as it is already the 5th so if you haven't made any you better get a move on!)

So going back to my introduction paragraph, My first resolution is definitely to post on this blog more and on my Youtube channel more without worrying that no one is going to enjoy my content. It is satisfying when people view the content but really I do it for my own enjoyment so others shouldn't be a big issue :). I guess this kind of comes in to a general 'Believe in yourself more' theme. In the past couple of months, after being diagnosed with anxiety, I have doubted myself a lot and I definitely want to rid myself of this in the new year.

Talking of ridding myself of unwanted things... How about a good old stereotypical 'Be healthier' resolution? In June 2013 I went on quite extreme diet. Well, not really a diet but more of a change in way of life as i kept it up for one whole year. I changed my eating habits for the better and lost quite a bit of weight in the healthiest way possible. However, over the past half a year I have been a little bit naughty with my eating and although I haven't put much weight on at all I just don't feel as energetic and healthy as I used to. So I've got my determined head back on and I'm ready to become a health bunny again! Me and my partner have decided that we are also going to start running as he has done half marathons in the past and wants to start again so we have set goals to do various races! (I've even invested in new running clothes and a Breville blend active - Aren't I just the picture of health???)

Last but not least... This may be the most simple one but it will probably be the most difficult to follow... Stay happy and smiling because I was always quite a happy go lucky, care free kinda gal. I know I won't be able to stick to this all the time BUT I can make more effort to think of the things in my life which are absolutely amazing and that make me smile while I feel the depressing thoughts trying to creep their way in.

So there we have it, my three new years resolutions. Sorry if this was a boring post and that there was no pictures but I just wanted to chat to commence the New Year! I hope you all had a brilliant christmas and New Year and that you all have a happy and healthy 2015 

Lots of love,

Tanya

xxx